My new album
UGLY
will be yours on November 3rd
Much like my first EP, RUN RABBIT RUN!,
"UGLY" is a concept album centered around an animal.
This time it's my spirit animal, the deep sea anglerfish.
I’ve got plenty to say about the symbolism of little miss anglerfish — so much so, that I have an hour-long video and a BOOK coming out alongside the album. 🙃
I’ll be diving deep on:
What the light on her head actually means (no, it’s not a “trick”)
How she makes her own light in the darkness
Her ferocious, primordial femininity — and yet, paradoxically,
her androgynous permanent union with the male anglerfish
and of course, the spiritual value of her ugliness
Soon, soon, soon.
For now, let’s just enjoy some cool sounds together, yeah? 😘
I've been pouring myself into UGLY since May of 2022,
doing deeeeep work to bring this album to life.
So it is with IMMENSE gratitude excitement that I share this album teaser:
I love love looooove a lot of things about UGLY, not least of which is its heavier nu metal & alternative rock elements. I grew up listening to bands like Filter, Failure, Chevelle, Linkin Park, Flyleaf, Sneaker Pimps... and you'll hear those influences in these songs.
It's a big change from RUN RABBIT RUN!, that's for sure. But despite the departure from my "old sound," I just gno you're gonna love UGLY as much as I do.
Thank you for sticking with me through all this growing-and-changing. 😊
I'm currently setting up a pre-order, whereby you can order UGLY ahead of November 3rd and instantly get a track from the album.
If you'd like that, subscribe to my newsletter, and I’ll let you know when the pre-order is available! 💌 (I only send occasional updates relating to my music. No spam!)
What I love about my e-mail list is that it’s a direct line to you.
As an artist who’s been censored and shadowbanned by various social media platforms (*cough* Medium *cough*) for my politics, it’s so special to be able to reach you with no algorithmic interference. 💗
E-mail list > social media.
A huge THANK YOU to these people who made UGLY possible:
Andrew Howard on the drums 🥁
Chris Love on the bass 🎸
Daniel Konopka for the mix & master 🎛
and Crab Scrambly for the cover art 🎨
and my Dad for making the functional diamond light at the end of my crown, haha.
(Fun fact about the diamond symbol: In Sanskrit, the word “vajra” means both “diamond” and “lightning bolt.” So naturally, me and Crab named the anglerfish on the album cover Vajra. What better name for a creature who makes light under the crushing pressure of the deep ocean? 💎⚡)
That’s all for now, lovelings!
P.S. Here are all my music links:
CONGRATULATIONS, Alicen!! 👏🥂
I gno how gratifying it is to finally be approaching the finish line for a long-term passion project like this, and you deserve to celebrate the birth of your new baby after all that labor of love!
I was a big fan of the Sneaker Pimps, too, and your teasers also reminded me of the Breeders, Veruca Salt, and a Swedish grunge/alternative rock band called Salt hardly anyone knows (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNzpeAHVvv0 • https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_(band)). Also Strange Boutique (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWNnqfGUEYQ) and His Name Is Alive (awesome collaboration w/ the Brothers Quay: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9uf25wHhs0) come to mind. I could go on but need to work on my post :-)
43 days until this masterpiece emerges from the deep! 😍