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As long as something good comes out of the OCD, it might not be so bad then huh?

Going through enlightenment and after that dark night of soul is very strange. Very fucked up actually.

Still if you had channeling experience, with a vortex that went up and over the horizon, with OBE, then spoke to a dead woman through time warp cubes for 15mins. Then you find that person many years latter, they refuse to speak to you. How would that make you feel?

Either way I've one or two substacks to write. Then one more big magic 🪄 ✨. My main mission will be done. I've quite a few choices to make. No one I really want to talk about it cause very few people understand. Except for one person.

C'EST LA VIE

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Feb 21Liked by Alicen Grey

Goddamn 🔥🙌🤯🙏❤️

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Feb 20Liked by Alicen Grey

Subed because Benjamin over at Mysterious Universe mentioned you in a recent episode. SO glad, because I think I needed to find you. Thank you.

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Astonishing. You are the embodied meaning of the goddess who cuts off her own head, thereby nourishing the spirit! I had to look it up. Jungian work, no?

From the Wikipedia entry on the Tibetan Buddhist version of the goddess:

“for transforming all mundane daily experiences into higher spiritual paths.”

“Vajrayoginī's essence is "great passion" (maharaga), a transcendent passion that is free of selfishness and illusion—she intensely works for the well-being of others and for the destruction of ego clinging. She is seen as being ideally suited for people with strong passions, providing the way to transform those passions into enlightened virtues.[1]”

You are that guide for others who intensely suffer and seek.

Interpretation is tricky. Many great teachers have remarked that to try to hand someone a great gem that they aren’t ready to hear can forestall the insight they need. Because, as seekers, we are preoccupied with incorporating everything into ourselves, as we take the self to be.

Sometimes I think about obsession as being inside an egg that hasn’t yet cracked. Oddly enough, however tormenting, in retrospect, we see the egg functions as a safe-place, until the greater self that transcends you cracks it open. And you see that it was you, all along, now living in a higher consciousness.

We are mysterious beings. The dross of our lives is lead that turns to gold.

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Feb 20Liked by Alicen Grey

I witness your amazing journey with admiration and learn from it with gratitude. ✨

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